Firstly:
You can continue to visit this site, through http://ian3.net.

Secondly:
I have gained the feeling that my life is completely false. I live for something, but that something really doesn’t exist.

My thoughts and goals have faded, my ability to control what I understood, no longer has a place within my mind. I feel that I am losing touch with reality. I don’t even know how to describe this in words. Is all of my digital work beginning to mount itself in my mind, creating a hallucination of reality so distorted that not even I understand what I’m doing with my own physical body? Well it sure feels like it.

I have no control over my thoughts, my actions, my words. At least not in a traditional sense. It’s not so much insanity, as it is, digital insanity. My mind has melded with the internet and I am now a creation of the virtual world, no longer with humanoid thoughts, but instead, trends and sayings, and crazy internet trends.

What is reality anymore?

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